Friday, August 27, 2010

old jor....a happy birthday~

so fast....one year had gone...
n 2day is my birthday haha....day b4 that jie er told me 2 on my cellphone at nite....it was midnight,mayb 11 something nearly 12am she called,she's the first one that told me happy birthday,n was in a dizzy that i forgotten what i replied her.....Some of my friend did send me lots of wishes,thx 4 them.....^^
morning....i woke up,my family all huge me an told me happy birthday n sing....my parents gave me n ang pau.....(haiz)reach 2 school,i juz hope 不是很多人知道我的生日,duno y,juz hope 2 have a silent birthday this year....when i went in my class ,no one know about my birthday,juz jie er n eng qiao told me happy birthday....事情就这样延续到2nd recess....lots of ppl started 2 sms me.....telling me happy birthday....thx 4 them that still remember my birthday^^....some from other scool also got d ,erm "satmary"(duno how spell),my 干弟la,my friends at skul also got,my eng teacher also remember my birthday,such a suprise....wow.....classmate in my class also sang the birthday song 2 me.....quite happy that time.....=)1st time the class sang 2 me....after skul i went 2 it room after tuition.....my whole facebook was my friend wishes,thx 4 them wishing me,my lai chee friend stands much more.....it make really really very suprise,boys n girls also a lot.....this made me a little 感动~at last thx 4 u all,u gave me an 不能忘记的生日,大约有100人祝贺我吧,谢谢你们,真的没想过哦。。。开心了一下^^

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

愧疚。。。

好快哦,又到了我要考试的一天了(电子琴),去年才刚来过,考我ADVANCE的钢琴。。。算是学生级的最后一个。。。而今天考的呢,我还算是终极grade 7 而已,还有2级才像我的钢琴一样,弹电子琴会比较轻松,因为有音乐可以跟,比较没有那么紧张。今天呢,早上起来,我就一直拜说今天无论如何都不能紧张,就可以弹的不错的。放学后,到那里,我到柜台报道,然后填表格,我误以为只是考2首个,其实是要弹5首歌。之后,我们必须给original的课本给老师检查,我的老师呢,叫我跟一个叫ms hiu的老师拿,(课本跟老师借),我问他,我是MS ng 的学生,是来拿课本的,他说他不认识ms ng,我们争执了好一下,才问出来=.=我老师得名(其实那不是我老师,只是我老师又向这老师借)。进了考场,我完全没有紧张(奇怪??),我就在那里玩手机咯,旁边那两个人,一直叹气啦,摇脚啦,haiz....以前的我。。。我还遇到那老师,说,记得一定要把书还回来,明天有人要用。到我的时候,一开始不紧张,之后就慢慢来了,我最讨厌的东西。。。加上那监考老师,老婆婆,死严肃样,弄到我很不知在,反而另外一个比较亲切。。。大致上是发生,只是有些chord 弹错了,不过还好,我又继续弹,没有可以表现出我出错。完毕了,我头脑里只有一个念头,就是赶快回家。。。在我要到家时,老师打电话来,说我还没还书,我一下惊呆了,啊呀,头脑很健忘啦!!!!叫我爸会去还,可是这里回去大概要一小时,加上赛车,嗨哟,我真的是大头虾啦。我妈又说晚上才拿回去。可是老师说学院已经关了,明天9点前拿给他。可是我爸明天又有开会,根本没办法去。我就打给老师看可不可以送去他家。。。他又说他没回家。。。teacher also scold me say dun call me dun ask me anymore,just bring back the book 2moro b4 9am....that time a,i really very sad jor,almost want cry jor....im very sorry....this is a very big mistake.....she say if i didnt bring back that book a,she will"kill "me...next time duno how 2 face her....she sure very angry jor....went home,i think mother will scold me,so i stand there 2 wait her,she told b something i cant believe,she didnt scold me,then ask me y should she scold me.....(wa....), i was so like day dreaming,my mother said something,she call me 2 dont think about it,she will help me 2 "gao dim"(rean in cantonese)

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

yeah....考完试了=)

哇塞,真的很久没来写了,比上次还久。。。没办法,考试哪里可以开电脑leh...= =
好了,这次开始很多都时间不够,根本没有办法去检查你的答案,只有很熟悉很熟悉,才能考好这次的考试。这次考的比较糟糕的是三角和生物吧,三角有可能是我做很少习题,不懂公式怎么运用,烂透了,没有一题会做= =,生物leh,前一天,我还特地留在家,从早上九点读到下午4点(有够夸张,第2次了),很痛苦,很多名词要背,而且都很长很难背,而且我也读到很细,哪里知道那考题,还算蛮简单的,只是我们全部都读到很细,结果考试的时候乱了。。。命苦啊。这次考试,我原本信心很足的,没想到,考完了,差不多要崩溃lol。T_T还有,这次考试超多人作弊的,手法我都没看过,把纸条放在裤子里啦,裙里啦,写在桌子啦,用手机啦,海雅,多到数不清咯,你们为什么要作弊啊,安安分分的考完不久好了吗,还要搞这么多花样,就算考到好也不光荣,会就是会,不会就是不会,这样对那些有读书的人很不公平。考完了,今天又去打球。一开始的1个小时,我还好好的,哪里知道,喝了水后就肚痛。最近我一喝了水,就会想大号。我原本以为是喝太多水接着玩太激烈的运动所以才痛,哪里知道,就这样痛了半小时,想说去测厕所看下有没有的大。没想到一x完,起来的第一次,头有点晕,就以为运动后的作用,然后第二次,我一起来,眼前一片黑我什么都看不到,头突然很痛,脚软,好像要晕下去了,我连冲马桶的线都看不到,一片黑,手里的手机,纸巾全掉下去了,我都不知道,一个人靠在墙壁,连移动都不能,头脑唯一想的是想要父母来救我吧,我想,要晕也不能在这里晕,没人知道我在这里,我必须出去,连门都看不到还要用摸的,走出去,什么都看不到,都是一些黑灰色的点在我面前晃,我只希望,我不要倒下,能撑到家。就这样,眼前才慢慢开始亮,那时,觉得能看到一切,是件幸福的事,是一件蛮难忘的事。。。那种感觉,很难受,我不想在拥有它。对不起啊翠翠,明霜,打扰你们了,我的身体,在外面就是时常有状况,就是不听话,我不知为什么,只有在家才会有安全感。。。抱歉。。。